Haha, ripped this off vicky's page. Hope you don't mind! (: Girlpower! Nyeh.
New songs on my list: Long Walk Home and Today is Waiting by This Day and Age

Another weekend with nothing to be done (: Idle idle idle

|retarded!|

I missed tuition in the morning today. Was pouring like crap anyway, and I doubt we will be doing anything new, since he wont teach anything the teacher in school has not. Lazy bum. All he wants to do is to supplement. Received all the relevant worksheets alr last week, so this week I thought that even if I were to go tuition, I'd be doing the worksheets he gave last week.

Today's week 5 so Chinese tuition was off too. Which leaves me with Piano. I don't understand why my mom keeps harping on the fact that I have to learn piano. My hatred for this musical instrument has accumulated over the years, and by now, it's probably 6 feet deep (I don't know how deep that is, but you get the idea haha). Well, I'm not exactly the type of person you would call "musically-inclined", neither would I call myself "artistically inclined". I'm the sports type y'know. Give me a ball and I can occupy myself whole day long. But see, mom thinks that that's not what a girl should be doing... Exposure to sun, going all out and getting injured, or even wearing fbts around the place is unfit for a girl.

Sucks being the only girl in the family I tell ya. Actually, I have 2 female cousins (my mom's side) but I don't really see them, so rarely do I meet them that I can barely remember their names=\. So I guess you can count them out, and there you go, ONLY girl, with no girl cousins whatsoever. My family isn't exactly A Chinese Traditional Family per say but it's conservative enough comparatively. Though I still have a trying-really-hard-to-be-hip Dad. :D

Mom asked me to cook rice for dinner today. I was like, "how the hell do you do that?!" But it's not my fault for not being able to "cook rice". I loved cooking, when I was young what is. But mom forbade me to do so. She calls it a waste of time, and I should channel that energy to books- assessment books, non-fiction, storybooks, or anything that's academically-inclined.

I have decided. Well actually I've decided on this since I was fourteen, but I didnt really have the means/guts to crystalise it. My decision is to, be happy. I could go all philosophical on those two words, but I shall spare everyone on that, hehe. Be happy, not too much to ask for, right? Afterall, we only live once (: (albeit, we all live to die) In any case, me being happy means balancing my grades, together with my CCA and of course, my interests (of which I will spend some time thinking what I would take up after my papers).

Kickboxing probably, or pool. Something that my physical state right now can endure.

My life really sucks, cos it's pretty much circling round netball only. Now, when the passion fades away (due to cumulative reasons), I'm left with nothing, no options. I guess I could do something about my smouldering flame for the sport, but I won't. Don't ask me why, but I thought I should see the end of it now. Afterall, if the old wont go, the new wont come right? (:

be the best

I've got to keep my options open. Make things easier for myself (although more options means more dilemma, but after all these years I guess I've grown accustommed to it already). Only I know what's best for me, not my friends not my parents. I will decide on what to do and why from now on, so yay for me (:

Being sixteen entitles me to writing the above, I hope.

I like the Nike Reincarnation advert. (:

Anyway, it's Friday again! I L-O-V-E Fridays! Friday oranges! But you see, we end sch with Chinese on Friday which is ppffft cos the teacher's basically piling worksheets and yingyongwens and zuowens and kaochas and EVERYTHING in preparation for O's lah. We have like kaochas, mocks, prelims then the final one. Bummer. Today was Sec4 kaocha, so Shihui and I were busy copying during the paper. Haha, the usual routine (; Shihui copies Justina, I copy Shihui- vice versa HEH. Oh, and I did 5 jianbaos over 2 days! That's 8 Jianbaos in a Week. No mean feat okay. I spent every in-btwn block doing them and even trng yesterday (: but! I lost my pink mechanical pencil cos of that too ): I hate losing stuffs. I grow attached to something one okay -sniffles.

During the end of SS lesson (after making us do some readings which will, apparently, wake us up:
Azahar: Okay, we'll start the lesson properly now. Eh girls how much time do I have left?
Class: 5mins
Azahar: Okay I'll just quickily cover this point (points to screen "Okay, so.."
-bell rings-
Class: HAHAHAHAHA
Azahar: You all told me 5 mins, I dont care, that was only 1 min and I have 4mins left. Let's continue...
Class: Sniggers
Azahar: WTO is -speeds through the sentence and stops suddenly- Aiyah okay lah, we end lesson now.

Haha, now I know why Sh was once head over heels over him.

MMhm, Guiyi wants me to blog abt her and so, out of pure good will, I shall. Guiyi rocks lah, that's just cause she helps me in Math, Bio, Chem, Physics! (whoah, 4/9 subj, what will I do without her? Smartypants :D) Oh, and we can crap about anything under the sun and have our own way of communicating by 1) kicking each other under the desk 2) prodding/poking each other 3) laughing out of the blue HMM. She's the weird one, not me. Are you happy now?

Ooh yeah, I think I saved alot this week cos my clique has this weird interest in bringing food from home to school recently, so they dont go down for recesses! -rawr! They say it'll save alot of money, but poor me will have to endure hunger pangs for the rest of the day cos my home is really deprived of food! ):

Went for lunch after school with Von, Beast and Janell. They're mad. -raises eyebrows

During history lesson today, my pal made an amazing discovery and announced to the entire class, right in front of our dearest hist tchr.

"Cotton's made from silkworms" -Resh.

Yeahhhhh right.

Dang! Had a really really bad day today. PE was crap cos soccer module ended and we're moving on to floorball and golf =\ whatever lah! I can't play those sports for nuts! And to think I'm keen on joining hockey in JC. I officially declare that floorball sucks cos the stick's so stick-y and the wiffle ball's so holey and the goal's so small. Bleh. Then it was class. The teachers started speaking in weird languages I couldnt get what they were teaching! Especially BIO LAH! Funny protein and enzyme names start popping up. By the end of lab, my eyes were o.0 trying to keep up what she's writing on the board. I'm so am gonna drop bio in JC. Math was equally bad. School had better be good tmr cos it's longggggg day! And there's trng! Ugh, elections. Hope von gets ms chng to release us right after elections.

Yes, must mention Hannah banana's new handphone. Haha, actually it's her bro's lah. It's a nokia 7610 BUT it has explicit pictures! -sniggers! It was really tense going through the gallery hehehe!

Mom bought me 4 cookbooks 2days ago. Like wth?! IM NOT THAT BAD A COOK OK. Dont believe, ask Gloria! or Huijin! I ace my home econs ok! So anyway, she was going on and on about me not being able to take care of myself when I go abroad. So she's making me cook my own food after my papers, which is real soon! In like, 4 weeks time! After that, I'm liberated! (kind of, not considering higher chinese o's & math). Muggin for 2 subj beats muggin for 9 in any case :D Von and I have decided to attend kickboxing classes after our papers, or maybe during the holidays. Must atone for all the trngs that we've missed :b Next week's gonna be supadupabusy with 3 SPAS, yingyongwen test and Chinese mocks. The next week and the next next week and the next next next week.... will be jam packed too. Guess I'll never see the end of it. 4 weeks' unbearable -shudder.

This friday I've got Chinese kaocha. My brain's fried with all the chinks. chingchengchong. Have I mentioned that we did TWO zuowens consequetively in 2 days? That's alot alright!

Still, I'm glad that I'm not taking the O's heh. To those who are facing prelims, good luck! Study hard and come RJC! :D hahahaha.

I know my singing's real bad. So I'll do Mel a favour by not singing the next lab session. Haha. This song was stuck in my head for the entire day!

bet you never thought that i could break you
break you break youbreak you break you break you break you break you break you you YOU!

Yeah, those pictures are taken on Racial Harmony Day. While the rest of the school population are in their ethnic costumes, Resh and I have decided to come up with something special this year. BANANAS IN PYJAMAS! Punjabi&Chinese. What more to signify racial harmony than the real persons ourselves right? Right. We came up with this plan like ever since last year and I never thought I would have the guts to pull this off. Haha. So, off to pj hunting we went and finally found 2 sets of pjs that vaguely resembles those worn by the bananas. BUT! Some really really DENSE people didnt get it, and we were mistaken to be from some mental institute (quote Mr Ganesh) and even worse, tsunami victims (haha that one's classic, from azahar). In any case, I had fun embarrassing myself in school. We could seriously earn some cash from all the photoshots ok. Mrs Deb.T saw us and she was like "oh, I got it!". Hurr. Still waiting to collect all the photos.

Okay, yes Resh, pink martini's nice lah. For those who wanna, uh, go retro... go here Yupp, and click on the radio.

Anna sent me this funny site. I'll put it up some time. Meanwhile, I'm still trying to get the hang of picasa. So confusing!

Cities grow
Rivers flow
Where you are, I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here
The lights go out, the bridges burn
Once you're gone, you can't return
I'm still here
Remember how you use to say I'd be the one to runaway
But I'm still here

|going bananas!|netballers|hist peeps|softballers|401|ny|cara|azahar|405<3

Mm, Hi.