First week of sch after orientation. Am settling in finally. All the lectures and stuff. Will start tutorials next week. Seems like I have a good timetable, and Ms Uma my CT's not that bad afterall. Hey, my class turned out fine too. I know I'm not exactly a very religious person, but this time I've gotta thank whoever's up there for making things turn out the way it is right now.

As the saying goes, there's always a silver lining. Hmm, sunshine after the rain. Still sorting some stuffs out and hope that everyone's life will be on track asap.

Made even more new friends recently. I've become very antisocial and withdrawn I realised. Like, I dont even bother making friends anymore. Losing touch huh. Too comfortable with my own comfort zone/ puny circle of friends. Then, when something goes wrong within (aka internal conflict), I'll find it hard to make a comeback. So moral of the story is: Always make new friends. Build your own safety net. Yes. (:

Sidenote: I think that some people's way of thinking's just bizzare. Why can't a girl talk to a guy, and have nothing further than platonic friendship? Boy+Girl does NOT = Couple. Pity those who are caught in the spotlight.

Quick update on family. Mm, having an entertainment room soon. Gonna scrap the wallpaper of the playroom, remove the books, add some furnitures... voila. One room to watch tv. Haha, so retarded :/ I guess bros and I have grown up. We dont want a playroom (softtoys inclusive) anymore. :b The way Dad shops for a tv's worse than a woman. 4 months ago we settled on this model, 4 mths later, we settled on the same model (after viewing 3242343242 models).

luffalotte- haoyi, bridget, rich

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again. Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did. It has not healed with time. It just shot down my spine, you look so beautiful tonight. Remind me how you laid us down, and gently smiled before you destroyed my life.

I'm not so sure if it's just me or if you've been ignoring my presence. Cos seriously, you can stare straight into my eyes and pretend I'm not there. Just like how you did today, or any other day for that matter. It hurts so badly inside, but thank goodness it's not that kinda excruciating, acute, jabbing pain I felt at the start. It has subsided. But it's still there. Maybe the next time you stare straight into my eyes, try telling me that what we had was nothing. We're no longer friends, just strangers.

Maybe then, I'll feel better.

Wait, maybe not.

Life is so full of uncertainties.

Gee, orientation's over. Pretty fun, but things will never be the same again (especially with guys around :/ I suppose people change. Gotta, settle, down. My class sucks btw. Next class rocks? I've repeated this a gazillion time... bleh. Amelia, Shihui, Gloria, Yilin, Siok, Cheryn-ann yada yada. All the crazy people in one class. Not to mention the guys.. they've got Clifton (?), Lincoln, i heard 2 more rugby guys transferring to their class too? Bummer :/ Why is it that I always dont get a class I REALLY like. The last class I really enjoyed being in was... 4J. Primary 4. -grumbles.

Ogay, I cant bring myself to blog anymore. I'm going through the i-wanna-remain-obscure phase right now. Have half the mind of deleting Friendster too haha. Stupid Denise :b


Haoyi my ogl! And Rich (cool name right?), and Bridget. Haoyi keeps saying that I bully him, but I dont! He's the big bully! (pic to prove). Okay fine, he's very nice cos he keeps teaching me lame games and letting me win (: