Look at me, my depth perception must be off again. Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did. It has not healed with time. It just shot down my spine, you look so beautiful tonight. Remind me how you laid us down, and gently smiled before you destroyed my life.

I'm not so sure if it's just me or if you've been ignoring my presence. Cos seriously, you can stare straight into my eyes and pretend I'm not there. Just like how you did today, or any other day for that matter. It hurts so badly inside, but thank goodness it's not that kinda excruciating, acute, jabbing pain I felt at the start. It has subsided. But it's still there. Maybe the next time you stare straight into my eyes, try telling me that what we had was nothing. We're no longer friends, just strangers.

Maybe then, I'll feel better.

Wait, maybe not.

Life is so full of uncertainties.

Gee, orientation's over. Pretty fun, but things will never be the same again (especially with guys around :/ I suppose people change. Gotta, settle, down. My class sucks btw. Next class rocks? I've repeated this a gazillion time... bleh. Amelia, Shihui, Gloria, Yilin, Siok, Cheryn-ann yada yada. All the crazy people in one class. Not to mention the guys.. they've got Clifton (?), Lincoln, i heard 2 more rugby guys transferring to their class too? Bummer :/ Why is it that I always dont get a class I REALLY like. The last class I really enjoyed being in was... 4J. Primary 4. -grumbles.

Ogay, I cant bring myself to blog anymore. I'm going through the i-wanna-remain-obscure phase right now. Have half the mind of deleting Friendster too haha. Stupid Denise :b


Haoyi my ogl! And Rich (cool name right?), and Bridget. Haoyi keeps saying that I bully him, but I dont! He's the big bully! (pic to prove). Okay fine, he's very nice cos he keeps teaching me lame games and letting me win (: