First week of sch after orientation. Am settling in finally. All the lectures and stuff. Will start tutorials next week. Seems like I have a good timetable, and Ms Uma my CT's not that bad afterall. Hey, my class turned out fine too. I know I'm not exactly a very religious person, but this time I've gotta thank whoever's up there for making things turn out the way it is right now.

As the saying goes, there's always a silver lining. Hmm, sunshine after the rain. Still sorting some stuffs out and hope that everyone's life will be on track asap.

Made even more new friends recently. I've become very antisocial and withdrawn I realised. Like, I dont even bother making friends anymore. Losing touch huh. Too comfortable with my own comfort zone/ puny circle of friends. Then, when something goes wrong within (aka internal conflict), I'll find it hard to make a comeback. So moral of the story is: Always make new friends. Build your own safety net. Yes. (:

Sidenote: I think that some people's way of thinking's just bizzare. Why can't a girl talk to a guy, and have nothing further than platonic friendship? Boy+Girl does NOT = Couple. Pity those who are caught in the spotlight.

Quick update on family. Mm, having an entertainment room soon. Gonna scrap the wallpaper of the playroom, remove the books, add some furnitures... voila. One room to watch tv. Haha, so retarded :/ I guess bros and I have grown up. We dont want a playroom (softtoys inclusive) anymore. :b The way Dad shops for a tv's worse than a woman. 4 months ago we settled on this model, 4 mths later, we settled on the same model (after viewing 3242343242 models).

luffalotte- haoyi, bridget, rich

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again. Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did. It has not healed with time. It just shot down my spine, you look so beautiful tonight. Remind me how you laid us down, and gently smiled before you destroyed my life.

I'm not so sure if it's just me or if you've been ignoring my presence. Cos seriously, you can stare straight into my eyes and pretend I'm not there. Just like how you did today, or any other day for that matter. It hurts so badly inside, but thank goodness it's not that kinda excruciating, acute, jabbing pain I felt at the start. It has subsided. But it's still there. Maybe the next time you stare straight into my eyes, try telling me that what we had was nothing. We're no longer friends, just strangers.

Maybe then, I'll feel better.

Wait, maybe not.

Life is so full of uncertainties.

Gee, orientation's over. Pretty fun, but things will never be the same again (especially with guys around :/ I suppose people change. Gotta, settle, down. My class sucks btw. Next class rocks? I've repeated this a gazillion time... bleh. Amelia, Shihui, Gloria, Yilin, Siok, Cheryn-ann yada yada. All the crazy people in one class. Not to mention the guys.. they've got Clifton (?), Lincoln, i heard 2 more rugby guys transferring to their class too? Bummer :/ Why is it that I always dont get a class I REALLY like. The last class I really enjoyed being in was... 4J. Primary 4. -grumbles.

Ogay, I cant bring myself to blog anymore. I'm going through the i-wanna-remain-obscure phase right now. Have half the mind of deleting Friendster too haha. Stupid Denise :b


Haoyi my ogl! And Rich (cool name right?), and Bridget. Haoyi keeps saying that I bully him, but I dont! He's the big bully! (pic to prove). Okay fine, he's very nice cos he keeps teaching me lame games and letting me win (:

Oh, in case you were wondering why I'm not doing any recounts. Let me shed some light...

My mind's a maze of which even I cannot comprehend. Currently, everything's jumbled up (and not playing out in chronological order). SO, I can't and won't do a recount on this fabulous year. I've got no time to sort things out, buzz buzz, time pass (wowee, rhymes. :/)

In any case, I just wanna let you guys know that I love you. Forever and ever.

Definition of guys: Netballers+405-ers+406-ers+vicky+darrell+sam k.+random much (sry if I missed you out. You can insert your name here!), basically everyone that I've hung out with this year. Yeah. Toodles.

Hi all, it's New Year's Eve.

Has it dawned on you yet?

I bought pink Adidas Barricade 4 btw. Dont even start on colour combi (green skirt+pinkshoes) when I'm around. You'll seriously receive one tight slap from me.

Goodbye 2005, I salute you. -.-

I'm off to my neighbour's hse, which is like, one bush away. Go count down and be merry.

I'm gonna miss you all. <3<3

Shit, my toe nail just chipped. ): Trng tdy was tiring (though j1s skipped like, chelsea and sprints). Hello, welcome me back to trng, first thing i do's some jumping-over-bottles drill. How welcoming. Haha, just kidding. Managed to wake up surprisingly, had to collect my testimonials and modules grades blahblah, so I might as well go for trng.

The Unexpected.

Hrm, and I realise, maybe I never really did hate netball. It's coming back. I wasn't exactly being a sloth during trng, except for sleeping for 5 mins(?) during breaktime on court tdy.

(Maybe too long never see the netballers alr)

Ms Chng coaching rj just adds on to my dilemma. I thought I'd stay away from netball. It's some kinda promise I made during season. Talk about hasty decision making :

And so the chapter closes. Then again, maybe not. =/ Gah.

Hmm, haven't been home for the weekend. Was staying over at the hotel. Anyway I thought it was a pretty good way to hide from everything else, well, kinda. (I was immersed in Dachangjin btw)

Back home, after hotpot with classmates. Aye, must say that everyone's christmas this year's pretty screwed. Outta 5 blogs I've read so far, Christmas sucked for them. So I'm feeling ): right now.

I suppose, Christmas for me was alright. There weren't any highs nor were there any lows. Am thankful for that. 24 rather peaceful hours.

Okay I feel really dead right now, cos I'm back home and there's trng tmr (havent gone for one since, last official trng?) Oh, just read emails frm my chums in Shanghai. They're <3

Few more days till school. I fluctuate btwn (: / ):

Going on a thing called, a hiatus (:
See ya arnd folks.

Sleepover at Guiyi's ytd. I'm not very sure, but I think I downed 2 bottles, and remained pretty sane. Hello, I swear I was red cos I got mildly burnt due to bball, not cos of the drink. I'm not that intolerant. :b

Ahh yes, bball tmr morning. eight of us i think =
And I havent recovered frm hiphop class on mon. Pfft, we learnt howta freeze, breakdance style. Wtf, my arms may drop anytime now.

Hello you sneaky lil poopyheads who have been reading my blog but never tell me (: aarhar.

Anyway, I've been going out everyday for the past week and will be continuing to do so, till the year ends =/ Yesterday was class party and I didn't bring change since I thought I'd most prolly be missing the Water Bomb. SO thanks alot to a bunch of people, namely ASS HO, who tricked me into coming out and "check whats that thing in my dunks" and then, so kindly bombed me (which missed i must say, i barely got drenched 'cept for my socks :b so loser, guiyi, go reflect). Ahh yes, then we got high on coke :/ and and and, went to a starbucks that smelt like SQ (spare me, I'm airsick, or rather, SQ sick mmhm) AND uh, weiwei and I missed the last train. Cabbed home, and today I was up early cos dear Shihui was suppose to come to my hse to play tennis! But she stoood me up the SECOND time, aiyah poor thing lah, someone sick huh. Ogay, so I was watching my dachangjin <3<3 then ayys, went to fly kite. So miserable, only four of us. All of you better improve your kite-flying skills nyeh. Met Cindy and Yawen there <3

Okay So now i'm the perceived loner who flies kites alone during my free time. Gaah.

Tmr: movie with gloria (WELCOME BACK!). Finally, my kingkong. And will pay someone a surprise visit AND, guiyi's sleepover. Dumdeedummmm. -bounces off

My fingers are super sore right now. Been practising the guit the whole day. hrms, at least I can sort of play Qingtian. Arhar, and Creed's One last Breath's intro and and and, Love will keep us Alive by Eagles. Yay, so Mish can't complain how I only know howta play one song. Still working on Busted and others pffft. Very painful. I need someone to teach. Gag. Maybe I shld just stick to piano :b

Sian. Everyone's working noone to play with. My neighbours went back to Switz, no one to play Tennis with either. Okay, maybe I'll go crash their hse and um, fool with the drums and keyboard. Yeah sounds like a plan to kill time.

Ytd's xmas party, foooood was goooood. Good Food makes me happy. Tralala. now I'm off to attend M. Red's wedding cocktail party. Mfm.

I wanna watch King Kong.