Yay, it's over! Well, it's not over OVER but I've conquered 7/8 subjs. Now that's a pretty big achievement for a PUNY, yes puny fart like me (: This bout of tests' been the most depressing period of my entire life. I swear by that. And I'm glad to have friends who stood by me all these while :D I love you all, muchly. <33 I've learnt something more valuable than all those facts and equations and historical evidences etc etc etc I've learnt that learning how to let go is very important. You lose something, you gain something else, something that'll be part of you for the rest of your life. So yeah.

Yilin dreamt of me yesterday! Haha, she dreamt that I was cooking 2 SUPER DUPER big drum sticks in her house and I wouldn't let her eat them. And she had two babies because a mad woman dumped them on her when she was on her way to buy baos from this store. HAAHAHAHA she's shitass crazy. I like.

Then Resh dreamt that I killed myself. Cos I didnt go to sch for the paper, so they were wondering where I was. Then Ms L and Mr R came into the class and called Resh out, and the rest of our clique as well, telling them that something happened to me. (i dont know the rest of the story, resh didn't finish her story! cos we were interrupted by yilin on how capitalism... haha mugging for hist before the paper y'see) Yes, we got carried away. Resh buddy, although I know you didn't cry for me when I died (WTH you shld okay. at least pretend to?) I still love you! <3 Thanks for sticking around/with me, you little brown twig-like thingum. Heh. Still remember how you and Cara wished that I committed suicide before the papers last eoys so that you all will be spared of the tests due to post-chu_wen depression (calling my name out and writing my name all over the paper during the test's simply psychotic). HAHA yeah right. kiss my ass, i'll live.

In all, I love my friends.

except one

to sue to live,
i find i seek to die.
and seeking death, find life.
let it come on.

i survive