I'm coming to terms for not being able to do well this semester. Maths was major screw up though I felt that I could do it... just that my brains were functioning at such an annoyingly slow pace, and that I was so worn out I wasn't thinking straight. Hence, the careless mistakes, leading to weird, jumbled up answers. These aren't excuses, I know they aren't, cos I can feel the exhaustion, and yet am unable to do anything to dissipate it. Exasperating. Social studies, well, cross my fingers and pray for the best. Yeah, been letting off steam today. Thanks for listening to me Resh (: really meant alot to me. A real break from all the hectics of examinations and whatnots. Went to bed at 10 last night, tossed and turned till 12. No wonder I couldn't concentrate on the papers today. Math equations and SS WTO/FREE TRADE fair trade points were circling in my head like crazy. And for once, I could comprehend how/why people commit suicides due to stress. You never know how it feels like, till it gets to you. Funny thing was, I was imagining myself, climbing to the non-existant school clock tower and before I could reach the edge of the building, I decided that I should stop all morbid thoughts and just clear my mind (and hopefully fall asleep). There's still hope and optimism in me, so hurray for that huh. Competition drives you nuts. Pressure, deal with it.

When nothing's right, nothing's left.

are you good enough?