Thursday, August 11, 2005

"everything is eatable, including me. But if you ate me, it would be considered as cannibalism, and that is frowned upon in most societies"

(:The dumb willy wonka song's stuck in my head ): been singing it whole day long with sab hahaha.

willywonka willywonka that amazing choclatier, willy wonka willy wonka everybody give a cheer!

Anyway, the thought of the day was triggered by this quote from our dearest history teacher.. (speaking of us behind our backs)

"Get real, they don't have a childhood"

The whole entire saga started when the school asked the Sec4s if they would like the push the Bio EOY forward so that we could enjoy the holiday. Apparently, there was this commotion, cos dear us, would like to spend the holidays mugging our ass off, trying to make sense of vectors, plasmid beta galactosidase gobules gobules gobble gluababasdfdfdfs. Okay, right now, my mind's still in the state of shock after Bio this morning. Happens everytime, cos I'd just stare at Ms Neo and she stares at the class and the class just looks at her with this blank and suicidal look. haha.

So yes, Ms L was trying to tell us that there are more important things in life besides work (which is true) but hello? It's the world's fault that we suffer. I like the way she grieves for us. It's a fuzzy feeling that someone actually cares. It's there, but we can't do anything about it. As the old saying goes... "go deal with it". heh. i was thinking, if all the textbooks/notes/ppt slides/assignments/pts were razed to the ground one day (dont you guys relish at the thought too?), we would probably be at a lost. all play and no work makes ______ a dull ______?

It's a cruel and bitter world I tell ya. If determinism were to be true (whatever shit I tried digesting for philo today... i'll go to that later) yes, i would have the person who decide that we suffer the way we do now put behind bars. no, that's too mild. I'll have him/she/it turn into pool balls and i will whack him/she/it so hard each time i play pool (and do a jump ball), that the uncle at monster will come and scold me for creating a dent in his table. Aiyah, that person will die a terrible death lah!

Okay philo was b.a.d. I simply dont understand why on earth we even bother abt discussing if everything in life is predetermined or not. It's like a chicken and egg questions!? like hello, we have better things to do (like study!) than to think of things that make our already mashed up brain turn into pulp. Thinking of such questions makes no sense, and i dont see how it'll make a difference to our lives. It's like... walking along the roads... wondering if the car round the corner will knock into us or not. Result of it all? Paranoia, and irritation AND undue stress. Just like how im feeling right this moment. UGHH.So philosophy presentation was CRAP, i didn't know what i was talking abt and i apologise for not being able to answer your questions posted to my presentation. HA-HA. I don't think anyone really bothered abt finding the "right" answer since, i think, there isn't one.

i'm in a semi-pissed off mood today. __