Friday, September 30, 2005

Is being smart all that important?

Is being stupid all that bad?

Then the question is, what is stupidity?

Maybe what I'm focusing on now, isn't more on the academic perspective. Maybe what I'm trying to do, is to undo all my past so-called mistakes. Maybe, I'm just trying to learn more stuffs, that arent really that academically inclined. Still, I like my life now.

At least my face aint glued onto papers.

I'm learning the things i want to learn. I'm taking up hip-hop/tennis and nobody's gonna stop me. Cos this is what I do with my life, so if you aint happy abt it cos it's not anywhere close to being academically inclined, then all i can say is TOO BAD. Please dont try to find any trace of regret/apology cos there aint none, and there aint gonna be any. I only have one life, and I'm gonna live it the way I want it. Not like I'm doing drugs or anything, I know my limits. Plus bloody hell, my exams are like over. So maybe, you can screw me if I fail any of 'em. Wait, I dont need to wait for someone to screw me cos of that, I'll save you the trouble and screw myself instead. I like my life right now, thank you very much. Oh wait, I don't even think you even give a fucking damn abt whether im happy or not. You just need me to live up to your idealistic expectations doncha. Well, that aint gonna happen lady. Today's a fucking bad day, I'm sorry I hafta swear. But studies have shown that expletives/profanities release stress. So hell yeah, I'm carrying on with my life, whether I have you by my side or not.

Maybe you should let go.